Everything's just wonderful

I already have a mile long list of things I want to do now that we can go back to Hogsmead. The first being that I am pretty sure I owe a few people a drink for their birthdays, and anyone in general that I said over the last few months that I owe.

Strange thing I can't remember the last time I was down there...oh...wait..well there goes some of my good mood. Fuck.

I wasn't a close friend...but it still upsetting. Did we do the right thing by not doing it...

Hell...

I was damned if we did and damned if we didn't I guess.

Maybe Pansy was right, I am a lost cause.

I think I'll go to the pitch tomorrow and practice. If I'm lucky I can fall off my broom, if I'm in the hospital wing he won't have to see me.

[Hexed Private to those in the know about Bole group]

Wednesday night; after dinner but before curfew; behind Anne. We gotta figure out what we are doing and finalize it.

If anyone had told me last year I would be excited for Quidditch I would have punched them. I swear I might not come down off my broom until I most certianly have to.

Now if only I wasn't so busy with studying to really enjoy it. Should have tried out sooner.

( [Hexed to Stan, Sally,Terry, Dem, Zacharias, and Oliver Wood] )

It is so nice to see the sun. Almost makes me want to go out and attempt some kind of a tan.

[Hexed to Friends]

Sinistra wants to see me in her office tonight. I really hope I come back alive and this is just about the note I sent her.

I know only a week ago I was looking forward to homework, but I am already finding myself zoning out randomly. It's not that I am bored by the work, I guess my mind is other places these days.

Perhaps I need another hobby other then the boxing. Something like juggling knives, learning to speak merfolk, or a proper womanly hobbie...if I could think of any.

[Private to Verity]
I sent a note to the head of my house, I hope she will get back to me soon. Though I have heard rumor she's busy with a punishment or something.

[Private to Stan]
I can't stop thinking about that stupid dream.
Have you heard anything about what the other group is doing yet?

[Private to Terry]
Any word on the potion? Or should I be working on a plan B?

For once I am gladly looking forward to studying for NEWTs. Perhaps the no doubt lack of sleep I am going to be getting will put an end to the dreams I have been having. No matter how hot they where... They have been making me very restless...

Though I have to say that I also find myself a little happy the younger years where taken out before the bubble went down, or the Dungons would surely not be as quiet which does help with studying. How anyone can study around others I do not understand.

[Hexed to Slytherin Students]

I think we should just simply be as boring as we can for as long as it takes Professor Sinistra to stay in the Dorms. As I don't know about the rest of you, but I am pretty sure none of the other head of houses are acting this crazed...that bottle of firewiskey ment something to me.

[Hexed to Terry, Stan, Zach, Astoria, Dem, Sally]

I think we really really need a plan...I for one won't let Bole keep me scared in this castle. Though short of going out there and trying to act like I am on his side, I can't think of much. And I am quite sure the lot of you wouldn't let me do something that bloody stupid in the first place...

I think I just want to skip Christmas this year. I am just not feeling it at all this year...

Is it just me or is everyone here slowly starting to go compleatly bloody mad....

[Private to Sally, Terry, Zacharias, Taff, Stan, Astoria]
Tomorrow Night, Before Dinner behind the Picture of Anne Boleyn. Just you lot for now, if you know of anyone else who wants to help IF we do something then we will bring them into it.

Best to not draw attention...or something...
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[Private to Self]
Setting up secret meetings, going against a Death Eater in the forest who could very well kill me and everyone else in the castle. When the hell did in my head did I decied I wanted to attempt these Harry Potter antics...he would be better at this. The whole bloody school loves him, wouldn't think he was crazy for doing it. Even I think I am perhaps going a little mad here, quite mad. Which to be honest isn't as bad as I thought it would be. Feels a little bit better then being a violent bint...
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I think I am going to go find the highest spot I can and watch the snow.

[Hexed Private to Sally, Terry, Zacharias, Taff, Stan, Astoria]
So that whole Bole thing, should I consider it just heated talk after his bullshit or shall we seriously do something? If so, does anyone know a good place in the castle we could all meet up and talk...and perhaps others who might want to join us and that aren't going to snitch...
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[Hexed Private to Aganst Professors, Prefects, Head Boy and Girl. Though Alumni in the castle can see it if they squint. And AGAINST BOLE]

That is it. I say that Bole has brought this fight to us at this point and that we should not be hiding in the castle but going out to STOP him once and for all. He certainly cannot take a group of us all by his self.

Unless you all think I am mental, I say we put an end to him before it is too late.

[/Private]

I hate peeves...I am sneezing purple. No its not a cold, just ink so no need to get up in arms. The smell of too much ink always makes me sneeze.

I fucking hate Peeves. I am going to spend the whole weekend getting this out of my system, hair, robes...

All this talk of Christmas has me a little down, I want to try and look on the bright side of things having never been in the castle for Christmas but right now I am not able to find one. Except maybe not spending it alone in an empty home.

Though I know I am becoming just as restless as everyone else is, but I will say this I have never been more keen on working on my homework which I am sure the Professors are glad for. But I am prety sure that is not the same for everyone, cause I know eventually not even homework will be able to keep my attention.

On a strange side note, I have not gotten into one fight so far this year...I think that is a record for me.

They are kinda cute, you know for something that can make my hand numb. Its a little hard to write because of that...little bugger got my thumb when I was trying to feed it. I nearly smacked it but I would like to get a decent grade this year.

Halloween was decent. Guess now we have Christmas to look forward to. Hopefully the quarentine will be down by then so that we can all see our familes.

[Private to self, though poorly hexed thanks to numb hand]
My birthday is tommorrow...I am not looking very forward to it. Perhaps I can be lucky and it will pass smoothly and quietly, or at least with out some kind of horrid drama. Fun drama yes. But this year hasn't really been a lucky one for me.
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I am tired, my body aches just a little. But I feel utterly bloody fantastic. If anything feels better then this, I don't know what does.

I cannot wait for the next game.

Sorin, Blaise, Taff...all the rest of you guys on the team. You all rocked!

Quidditch today, I couldn't be more bloody excited! I have been waiting for this moment since I made the team.

On a side note; I wonder what will be done for music at the Halloween Ball, now that this bubble is up.

( Private to Self )

Bloody fucking hell, I am not going to be stuck in here...I will go fucking insane. The Minstry is a bunch of fucking bints who wouldn't know there heads from there arses!

[A good sploch of ink is left]

It makes me wonder, why stick us all here...when they could have removed the two offenders with the Virus. But I suppose really there is no time for questions or complaints. But I wish they would have made the stupid bubble trapping us bigger.

I feel like crying we have been givin up on.

Well the Halloween Ball sounds like it should be fun. Espically with all the class years being able to attend.

Now to figure out a costume I guess. I haven't done a costume since before Hogwarts really. I thought maybe the Muggle idea of a witch...but green skin does not sound very charming. Who knows maybe I will do something totally out of my element like a Princess or a Fairy. Costumes are supposed to be scary, and me as something pink and sparkly...I would say that is quite frightening.